SCREW Myself
I don’t know whom and which should I trust anymore. Who’s my friend and who’s my enemy? I can’t even tell anymore. People around me seems to be weird and some of them are hypocrites. They show their confincing and warm smile to me but in the end they decide to stab me on my back. Mann… is life this complicated? I even became this dumb and I don’t know which is good and bad anymore.
Anyways, I know the lessons in my school are harder than most of the school around, BUT I’ve never thought they are this unsolvable. Now I have no idea how did I qualify to be one of their students. There are tons of people who want my position in this school but couldn’t. And I’ve got feeling that no matter how stupid they are, they are not as stupid as I am. ROFL.
Finals are coming, we’re going to have finals started from December 4 untill 14. I absolutely have no passion to study, I prefer staying late in front of my laptop’s monitor. Well, not only that I am soulless when it comes about studying, I don’t even know what to study. I’m that dumb. I begged my mom to register me to a lesson-tutoring center, at least for two weeks till a month. Just untill the finals finish. My mom said to just study myself because she doesn’t know any good tutoring center. But I made her look around for me. lol. I said that if she doesn’t immidiately register me, there would be no chance for me to pass the finals. So she had no option left, she would be the first one to have a heart attack if I fail.