Despaired
Finals are finally here. Well, they are not what I intend to have, actually they are what the school are currently making me go through. Compulsion! Pressure! Troublesome! I’ve always hated finals, and I even fear them too! I always feel stupid whenever and wherever I meet anything Physics, Math, Biology, and even Civil. I was wrong, I thought that attending a tutoring would help me or at least lighten my Physical and Mathematical burden by a bit. But in the end it helps me with nothing but nothing. Something must be wrong with my brain, technically.
Though my general knowledge is above average, my logical capability is like… minus one (or should I say negative one?). I always envy my friends, those who are capable to find the solution of every single Math and Physics problems. I do understand the concept of lesson I am learning, but when I meet a problem that is not possible to be solved by methods I learned and memorized, I would freeze and realize how dumb I am not to be able to use my logic properly. Anyone has this kind of problem too? Does anyone know if it’s also a disorder or not? LOL, I think I have to make sure.